Time heals old wounds – a letter to my departed daughter

Dear Ayala, Today it is the tenth anniversary of your death.  I can’t believe that 10 years have passed since you were in my life.  So much has happened that you were not part of, and at the same time, so much occurred because of you.  I still miss you and wish you were with me but time does heal old wounds. I have noticed … Continue reading Time heals old wounds – a letter to my departed daughter

Money

I hate the control money has over me. I do not waste and I do not want but still… I hate worrying about it.  I hate fighting to get it.  I am tired of arguing with my partner about our finances.  I am tired of telling my children that we do not have enough money to purchase what they want or do what they want to … Continue reading Money

To post or not to post, that’s the question

I am very busy (see Superwoman or Busy Bee).  Yet for the past week I’ve had a need to write a personal post everyday .  This is not me.  I am used to hiding behind other people’s stories with my miscarriage research and psychic messages from soul fetuses.  However during last weekend’s retreat, in a meditative state, I kept on saying the mantra “to write, to … Continue reading To post or not to post, that’s the question

A welcome visit from my departed daughter

My sweet departed daughter, Ayala, came to visit often this weekend.  I was at a weekend self awareness seminars  on the Jordan River in Israel, down stream from where Christians come from around the world to be baptized.  She came to me during the healing Circle of Sound session.  Someone spoke of a child with cancer for whom he is helping through this time and I felt … Continue reading A welcome visit from my departed daughter

Clarity

Clarity  definition – clearness or lucidity as to perception or understanding; freedom from indistinctness or ambiguity. Dictionary.com Clarity for me is seeing my life without a filter.  Without the noise of my thoughts.  Without thinking of what society or my family believes should be done.  Listening to my heart instead of my head. Clarity for me is listening to my instincts even though they often goes against … Continue reading Clarity